Never Say Never

Today's Motivation Monday isn't about physical health; it's about mental health. A few weeks ago, one of my favorite teachers from high school posted a picture of her new tattoo, which she got to support two students who attempted suicide last year and were battling depression. I have never wanted a tattoo before; in fact, I swore I wouldn't ever get one. But when I saw hers, I wanted it.

So I thought about it for a few days, then I told a few people (Melissa, Heather, and my parents), and I still wanted to do it. Heather told me what to expect, and then my parents said they wanted to get ones with me. We all battle depression, and Mom and I battle anxiety as well.

Project Semicolon is a faith-based non-profit to give hope to those battling depression, anxiety, self-harm, addiction, and suicidal thoughts. This all came at the perfect time; I decided to do this, my friends and parents supported my decision, and then on Wednesday, I had a bad episode. So bad that I had to leave work. That sealed the deal for me. I was gonna get the tattoo.

I was nervous to get it, but it wasn't anything like I expected. It really only *hurt* twice, closer to my wrist. It's small and clean and perfect. I'm super happy with it! I'm not sure if I'll ever get another one, but if this process has taught me anything, it's this: never say never.

I've been incredibly overwhelmed with the response. I wasn't expecting this reaction, but I've gotten comments, texts, and words of encouragement from so many people. Thank you all, from the bottom of my heart. And to anyone out there who is struggling with depression, anxiety, self-harm, addiction, or suicidal thoughts, PLEASE reach out to someone. Reach out to me! I don't care if you're my best friend in the entire world or someone I've never even met. Talk to someone. You are not alone. There are so many people who want to help you. YOUR STORY ISN'T OVER YET.